Constant

Do you hear the prayers that my mouth won’t speak, and my mind won’t dare to wonder?

Time and space aren’t constant,

But I’m constant,

Constantly trying but never persistent,

They say draw near to you and you will draw near to me,

But at times it feels as though the nearer I draw, the further you seem,

Draw near to you and you will draw near to me,

It’s like a bleep test, or a race along parallel lines,

Both tests of my endurance,

Endurance of my faith,

But I’m constant,

Constantly changing,

Changing my perception of you,

Evolutionary,

Revolutionary,

Testing boundaries,

But I’m constant,

Constantly trying but never persistent.

Do you hear the prayers that my mouth won’t speak, or see the tears that fall on my sheet?

An ever present God,

In an ever changing world,

An all loving God,

Who I don’t deserve,

The Truth,

My Truth,

A God who is often just a thought in my mind,

Often misconstrued as a genie,

My Genie,

The lie,

My lie,

I know you hear the prayers that I keep bottled up inside,

I know that you are with me, the Pacemaker to my stride,

I know that you’re all loving, and forgiving and so kind,

And Lord I’m grateful for you, you are always on my mind.

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